my " fairy god-mother".

this god mother nicknamed by shin.(if im nt wrong).

she can b irritating,naggy,bitchy tt most of them hate to core.

she has been very nice to me.

i do not know until shin n han started to comment on this.

n its becoming more n more obvious,more n more people notice it.

n i simply dun understand y like this.

abit eerie.

she likes my 'mother',my'aunt(DNP)' whom most people dislike but she like.

makes me feel am i one of their kind when ' i was bein liked by her'.

i hope im not. =X

i dunwan to b like this.

but i admit im smiling-not under my mask.

i recieved comment tt i still look cool n calm after being shouting at.

*roll eyes*

argh! fucked up work.

from east to west.

i drive all over singapore yest using 1/4 of the oil tank.LOL!

yest meet up with fiona,han and shin.

i went to nyp to fetch shin,den to kartib Mrt to fetch han n fion n we head towards changi village for nasi lemak.

after that we drive past old CGH.reminds me of yz brought us there few yrs ago n all of us is shaking even though we drive past only...LOL~

then planned to go suntec for dessert but im a road idiot n we end up in marina barrage.

its very nice,very relaxing,gd place to chill n talk. u can see full view of ferris wheel,CBD n esplanade from there.plus their carpark no need to pay!!

but damn small lah, sure flood if gt fireworks or national day.

after that,we wanted to head back to serangoon but we went to AYE,n went all the way to vivo and to clementi. -.-''

as we drive past, we saw a super nice christmas tree. its shimmering tt's y we can see it from far,initially we thought it's @ vivo,but when we drive past vivo,which is much disappointment as it is just a plain one with yellow n red christmas balls hanging,but we still could see that gorgeous tree from far. so we tink it might b @ mount faber.super nice sia! cos we went :"Woooooooo~~!!!"

so we ended up past by NUS,SP,NP,SIM...to finally sees lornie rd, n past by macritchie reservoir,bishan park...den finally back to serangoon - ice cube.

i forgot e names of wat we ordered, we gt chocolate sth,sorbet,sth banana,sth caramel..watever. shin n fion de look like soap lor,LOL~

den sent them back home.

n tt fiona trained my driving skils lah,left her keys to the padlock of the luggage on the car n made me drive 2 times!

guilty is it?? hahahahahahhahaha~~~~~~~~~~~~
next time i can throw rubbish to her n she cannot complaint!XD

n tt girl is @ phuket now lah...so gd lar.

these few days has been very gd to sleep.

use all my leave to sleep is nt a bad choice. at least im free from call bells n roll calls.

meet up with jy n xl tdy.

xl just joined a private clinic @ pasir ris as an clinical assistant. she says though its a clinic,they r busy till they dun hv time to eat.
open time from 9am-1pm,2pm-5pm,6pm-9pm.
inbetween is their meal breaks but they cant eat cause the door is not close(their boss dunwan to close the door),so pple will still b comin in.
they open @ 9,register closes @ 10 cause too many patients. sounds like A&E.like a busy.

she keep asking me to join her @ clinic cause they r short of pple. i told her if i do clinical assistant will b a waste cause it doesnt require any knowledge or skills.

just do some registering,phone callin to obtain appts n notify reports,dispense meds.

xl says they hv another outlet @ paragon.They may need me there if i want to.

paragon!!!!

but they wont pay me much if it doesnt require much skills.=((

xl says the Dr is searchin pple for lasix clinic.

hmm....assisting in minor surgery??

sounds gd~

but sigh....i duno to go or to stay...i like sister tan, i like working with my girls but im just irritated to nurse hair-pulling pts like KLX. Shit.

happy 23^^

one yr older means one more step closer to grave.OMG!
had 4 birthday cakes on my bday celebrations.4 wishes made. nt greedy,just one came true will b enough cause all wishes is e same.LOL!

1.celebrate with my younger sis on 5nov 12mn @ home cause her bday falls on 5th! mine on 6th!
Papa Wam gave men niu niu necklace from Taka! Thank u Papa wam! we will celebrate together from the day she born till forever n ever! ^^

2.celebration with gfs @ work @ mahanttan fish market.they gave me a cake,a sliver balloon filled with wishes,a heart shaped pendant from citygems n 2 bottles of passionfruit shower gel from body shop! thank u girls!!!

3.actual day durian boy brought me to takashimaya tiffiany & co n purchase my bday present
cause i lost the anges b bracelet that my gfs gave me...suppose to sit on sg's flyer tt day but we decided to do it on aniversary day.thank u dear! muacks!

4.finally meet my girls @ orchard with durian boy tt following night after bump into ms chloe. we went to have dinner @ Far East Plaza n later have cake @ Canele.
Im so glad tt i decided to meet them at night! Love u girls!!


5.Meet my sec sch bfs @ Compass Point. We had dinner @ Pizza Hut,they gave me a cake and a watch from swatch!! thank u girls!! love it!! N yesterday i saw Ka Mas wearing it too!! Ka Mas is a malay lady whom works in my ward as ward clerk. ^^

thank u all for the efforts made,presents n bday wishes! Love u all!! ^^

deep inside i wanted to blog abt a person.... i duno where to start.

abt durian's boy fren whom was taken away by motorbike accident on tt fatal 21 oct 09 nite...

recieved durian's boy msg early morning sayin tt he had pass away,on the way rushing down to CGH @ 5am.

heard tt he's on his way home from chalet,bike skid.

was on course,BCLS re-certified course.

many things running through my mind when i was on course.wasnt able to concentrate...n lookin at those maniquins makes me think how they resus him @ CGH...

time passes very slowly tt day.

went to meet durian boy @ the wake. seeing his fren lying in there seems like he's slpping. some scars seen on his jaw line...he look peaceful.

for me,i uncontrollably cried 3 times. though i dun really know him.

saw durian boy's camp mates n encik. which i dun like e feeling of meeting them in this situation.

durian boy looks drained. he did not slp since 5am...in his eyes i see him feels sad for his fren.

n i saw the families of his fren,his dad was wiping off tears from his face,constantly.

who ever think tt he will just go off like this.

a 21yrs old fine young man, going to ORD soon, going to grown up,married,have kids n etc...

things just stop at this moment.

from e incident day tt happen,i just went drinking with durian boy n him n others 2 weeks ago...

i do not know him,but durian boy was talking abt him on our daily conversation...

from oct 21 till tdy, i still hoping pple tell me he is not dead.

maybe im too emotional,i still cannot accept the fact that a young life ended just like tt. maybe it's e 1st time happen to someone i know,n was published on papers.

Maybe god loves him more than anyone of us.i do not know.

at his wake, im thinking if he is around us watchin us paying a last visit, could he see how sad we are, how devastated his parents n siblings were..
will he b regretful for riding bike on tt fatal nite?
will he be, also crying but we all cant see him?
will he be,also shouting top of his lungs of the things he wanted to say to his parents,his siblings,n his frens?
will he? nobody knows.

i hope he will be happier at the other side of the world.
happier next life.
we all will miss him.

still gets bullied even though i THOUGHT im already an old bird.

this add a point to leaving ward.

heard rumor sister MAY promote her to SSN.

if she did,means sister cock eye.

stupid. just hate her to the max.

can i jus dun work?

i just dun feel like working anymore.

maybe should try to b private nurse,or work in clinic,or private clinic,or childcare teacher?!

recently just get myself registered into a uni,now im thinking of quitting nursing.

not nursing,but maybe leave ward setting.

or maybe,its the renal patients wearing me out.

once sister jane says,renal patients are the hardest patients to nurse. they know they disease very well,yet they do things in order to get yr attention and spike u,bully u.
the ones whose she mention very diffcult to deal with,are no longer on earth.

its a sad thing though,but i just feel like leaving.

i want to go out n see.

See people gets recovered n nv back to hospital.

i want to meet people just came in with simple advices,simple jabs,and tt's all.

just had enough.